I am finding that the more I can turn inward, to the sovereign part of myself. The part that is indestructible, can not die, and is perfectly aligned with source. The more peace I can find. To finally realize, that all my scheming, and planing will eventually amount to nothing. The more I can let go, and trust in my sovereignty, the less stress I produce for myself.
What I am discovering is that the easiest way for me to be pulled back into my fear mind. Is when I worry and plan for the future. Looking for outward things to somehow fill me. I also stumble with people, I'm so easily drawn into people pleasing, instead of standing in my sovereignty, I try and mold myself to better meet their needs.
What I am most grateful for however is that I now have the awareness of the difference. I can track my fear based thoughts and sometimes catch them and label them correctly. I'm also learning that I will never be able to stop my thinking mind, but I can ignore it. |
